World of wargrym

Just a few thoughts at Christmas....

May the spirit of Christmas bring you peace,
The gladness of Christmas give you hope,
The warmth of christmas grant you love.
Author Unknow.

Never worry about the size of your christmas tree, In the eyes of children, they are all 30 feet tall.
Larry Wilde.

Wishing you all a Very Merry Christmas and all the best for the coming year.

And to Baybe. Am thinking of you always. I will be with you always. I love you and miss you much more that you can know, But I will be forever by your side.

Have a great day honey, and no peeking at the prezzie until it's time to open it.

So I finally managed find my eldest sister recently. Lost contact with her 16 years ago, and for reasons too many to mention was not able to find her reach her, contact her, find until now although I have been looking and wanting to find her for so long.

Now after so long, and with good reason, she is apprehensive about contacting me. Is probably asking "Why now"?. Well, is not really about WHY now, is more a case of FINALLY now.

I have managed to get my own space, my own safe haven. The risks that were there before are all gone. My family, (if it can be called that) won't and can't find me, I am safe and now I can try and find you, contact you and hope that you will want to stay in touch.

I never had the strength, the courage, the facilities to try this (safely) before. Now I just want my sister, who I missed and thought about every day. To know she is ok, to tell her that so am I, and that I always loved her and wished that I could have found her many years ago.

OK, so work was finally finished at the end of November, although am still waiting for the 'regulation' inspection by the builders and the landlords inspectors to check everything was done correctly.... lol, yeah right. Am looking forward to that....Not.

Christmas is coming soon. Was hoping to go see my baybe. We were both looking forward to it so much, but now it's not possible. Just had to postpone it, only for a little while, but still. I know she has been apologising ever since, for reasons I don't understand because it isn't something the she had any control over and I know she is as sad as me that we have to wait a little longer.
I will still be with you my baybe. You have the 'package' and no amount of squeezing or questioning me will reveal what is inside so you will just have to wait until the 25th.
I wish I could have been there to see your face when the parcel arrived. You sounded so happy and it would have made my day to see that.
I love you and will be with you soon.

Well, Happy Birthdays Sis. I Miss you like crazy, Hope you are doing ok. Thinking about you all the time.